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Tuesday, February 2005
"Mistakes are a great educator when one is honest enough to admit them and willing to learn from them" - anonymous quote.
It's 4: 03am in the morning and I'm writing this from a terrible inner feeling of rage and disappoinment. To actually listen to continuous lies, lies and more lies, i can't hardly fathom what is really in the mind of the egoistical drama person. I loathe it. I detest the betrayal you have put upon a valuable thing. I live with this principal in my life which will never ever change : honesty. Opposites should attract, coz if it doesn't then where's the beauty in that. I wonder why is it that the honest ones always gets screwed up, and the dishonest ones always wins. Its unfair really, when sometimes the loyal heart gets to be paired with the disloyal. So strange, really strange but its true. You claim that the gem is your 'significant other', yet the gem ain't being significant that much.
What ever happened to the classic Romeo & Juliet's kinda love and devotion? I truly believe that only one man enters into another women's heart, not multiple. If it's multipled, it turns poisonous. When you fall in love, you really fall in love, and when you love someone, u really love that someone endlessly. Playing in a web of deception only brings misery and it takes away the true beauty of a pure relationship. I feel that a romantic person can never understand the essence of being flirtatious and vice versa. To those who live with a romantic heart, kudos to you and if you don't then you are missing the most beautiful experience ever. Honesty is such a fine thing to be, but the risk could be so humiliating, so misapprehended. But i still stick to my opinion, coz my principal is mine, mine, mine. To love, and to be loved is all that's needed for a heart aching of loneliness.
Maybe some people never realize that all it takes is just to put aside that clutching egoism inside them, and feel sorry for something and seek forgiveness. To seek for forgiveness from the one who is truly deserving, it's really worth it, but if it's the opposite then you should just let go. Being forgiven is always something to be craved for, it leads to a more secured and healed emotional wellness to any human being. This is something the egoistical drama person might never learn. I've decided to defend neither. Your flaw is your immaturity to think and act wisely. A huge mistake i've done, and there's no turning back. Poignant anxiety has taken over me for the moment, i wonder when it will end.. but i know it's soon.
Today, well actually on several occasions, i've realized that ignorance is sometimes a bliss.
"Mistakes are a great educator when one is honest enough to admit them and willing to learn from them" - anonymous quote.
It's 4: 03am in the morning and I'm writing this from a terrible inner feeling of rage and disappoinment. To actually listen to continuous lies, lies and more lies, i can't hardly fathom what is really in the mind of the egoistical drama person. I loathe it. I detest the betrayal you have put upon a valuable thing. I live with this principal in my life which will never ever change : honesty. Opposites should attract, coz if it doesn't then where's the beauty in that. I wonder why is it that the honest ones always gets screwed up, and the dishonest ones always wins. Its unfair really, when sometimes the loyal heart gets to be paired with the disloyal. So strange, really strange but its true. You claim that the gem is your 'significant other', yet the gem ain't being significant that much.
What ever happened to the classic Romeo & Juliet's kinda love and devotion? I truly believe that only one man enters into another women's heart, not multiple. If it's multipled, it turns poisonous. When you fall in love, you really fall in love, and when you love someone, u really love that someone endlessly. Playing in a web of deception only brings misery and it takes away the true beauty of a pure relationship. I feel that a romantic person can never understand the essence of being flirtatious and vice versa. To those who live with a romantic heart, kudos to you and if you don't then you are missing the most beautiful experience ever. Honesty is such a fine thing to be, but the risk could be so humiliating, so misapprehended. But i still stick to my opinion, coz my principal is mine, mine, mine. To love, and to be loved is all that's needed for a heart aching of loneliness.
Maybe some people never realize that all it takes is just to put aside that clutching egoism inside them, and feel sorry for something and seek forgiveness. To seek for forgiveness from the one who is truly deserving, it's really worth it, but if it's the opposite then you should just let go. Being forgiven is always something to be craved for, it leads to a more secured and healed emotional wellness to any human being. This is something the egoistical drama person might never learn. I've decided to defend neither. Your flaw is your immaturity to think and act wisely. A huge mistake i've done, and there's no turning back. Poignant anxiety has taken over me for the moment, i wonder when it will end.. but i know it's soon.
Today, well actually on several occasions, i've realized that ignorance is sometimes a bliss.
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